in recent thought

Here are some random thoughts:

• -sharing will enrich everyone with more knowledge- (Wenger, E.)
• "If a man really wants something he will find a way, if he doesn't, he will find an excuse"
• Any fool can know. The point is to understand - (Einstein, A.)
• Lastly, "Too much of anything is bad, but too much good whiskey is barely enough" - Mark Twain

:best regards from the bored-ness palace:

365 here.

Hey there! It's been a while.
The sun is going up and quickly its going down then the moon will take a part to replace its.

Me. Over here. With a blink of eyes, almost 365 days has been past.Thousands of story has been stored in my mind. Happiness, sadness,madness and all stuffs are completely drawn my history life.

1. Back on the last December 2011.., where I was desperately missing my life in KL, my wish list has been answered ;) reunited with my boyfriend and all my best friends over there. Best birthday celebration, Christmas celebration and New Year eve party! a-we-so-me- and cool! :)  I treasure those moments with my heart and soul.

Cherish you guys with the sincerely friendship! *miss you!

2. And again! Why I love him so much! Because no matter how far the distance has separated us apart, he always be there for me. On Chinese New Year celebration, he came down to my small hometown to come and gather with us! *sweet*

the red team on dragon year! :)

3. "Count on me like 1,2,3, I will be there".. Like Bruno Mars said that's what friends are suppose to do. So here we are. We had a good quality time. The time for catching up with those old friends and shared about our live life experiences ;) it was a quick reunion for us yet it was memorable. Treasure those moments too!

Quality time with bestties

4. Another blessed moment that I had! ;) May 2012, my checklist to visit the dream land "Europe" was came true. Mommy and I went for 13 days quick vacation to visit the west Europe with awesome teammate.  Switzerland - Italy - France - AbuDhabi. What a truly blissful trip in my life.

Paris I'm in love! :)

 

5. Meanwhile after the jet lag journey, the biggest thing happened in my life. May 20, 2012,  the moment that I should shown to my father earlier -supposedly before he left me indeed-. But here I am daddy. My name was called as a Bachelor of Arts holders, the professors and those lectures congrats me, and for that moment how I wish you were there sits beside my mom and watching me, giving a big applause, and hugging me tightly! Once again! thank you for trusting, sponsoring, supporting and giving me a chance to tell the world that I am able to finish my mission without any fail! :)

Gonna frame it and hang it at my family room :)

The sincerely friendship that we kept from long time ago =) Proud for all of us :) 0707K

 *credit photo goes to Nadia*

6. Our 3rd anniversary! August 2012 - "the mind blasting day!"
He, the friendly gosh, made a lil surprise for me by came down to visit me on the weekend and gave me a gift as a remark that we are being attach to each other :) -he always sweet in his own way- a big thanks for this!

-thepresent-

7. BALI!!!! Another wish list in the box is checked! :) So! Like finally! Me with 25 (in completed) family members executed our one year plan to do our "KIMPO" reunion family in the "Dewata island". The 2 weeks vacation was awesome for me in terms of reunited with my big family and some other old friends gathering at Bali, Jakarta, and Bandung of course! =D

We are not complete yet, you see. Hoping for more reunion in the next future :)

8. The September blast! For my sister, my boyfriend and my niece birthday. The ultimate happiness for them because they have turned one year older with joy an blessed.
Unfortunately! During those moments, someone had to feel disappointed because I couldn't be able to celebrate and sit beside you in your special day. The candles and cake through the screen and the distances really made us looked like two retards.  The unforgettable moment that really made me guilty ;(

-so here I am has been spending my 365 days in my hometown. There are a moment for me to be thankful yet there are some moments that I HAVE TO sacrifice for a better purposes-

PS: For me the "el-di-ar" relationship isn't that easy for sure. But we are trying our best to keep holding on with our commitment and trusting each other.


I'm always thankful, grateful , and blissful for everything that I had in my life.

Thank you Father for everything.

With love,
Your lovely daughter.

28 months for us

The day you told me that you were fall in love with me.

I feel blessed.

We are counting it month by months and we are in 28 months now.

It's a long journey for us.

You were there for me when I was dropped and need you badly.

You whipped my tears away and you let me leaned on your shoulder every time I need you.

You always try to make me smile every time I started to blow up.

And your heart has led you to be passion when you have to face my kiddo personality.

There ain't no body could comfort me except you.

Thank you so much to be a hero for me.

And today, how I wish I could be there, sitting next to you and kiss you on the chick just like this picture.

I miss you and I love you!

Spirit of December

I won't ask for much this Christmas.

I don't even wish for snow. I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe.

I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick.

I won't even stay awake to hear those magic reindeer's click.

'Cause I just want you here tonight, holding me so tight..

What more can I do?

Baby all I want for Christmas is YOU!

Theoretically, during Christmas everybody have to exchange presents and stuff.

But practically, I'm demanding to see my wishes to be come true.

In the first list, Christmas will be awesome if I'm gonna be there with you.

I'm not expecting a gift from you, I just wanna be there with you.

Listening the bell ring of Xmas celebration. Listening to your voice to sing Last Christmas song.

I don't expect you to treat an expensive dinner or buying me an expensive present.

All I want is just celebrating Xmas with something special yet simple and someone special like you.

The song above is totally representing my heart voices.

Hopefully you could understand that and may God listening to our prayer.

Remember for the past 2 years you were there for me?

In December 2009, we celebrated Xmas and we exchanged presents. That was the first time for me to celebrate a REAL Xmas.

In Dec 2010, you came all the way from KL to come and visit me and daddy in Indonesia.

That was such a blessed gift Xmas present eva. Xmas with family and the one that you love.

For every year, we had celebrated Xmas in different styles.

How I wish, we could have something special for this Xmas.

Only you and me and us.

Love,

your loved one.

Take a look and judge your self

Yellow!

:)

I'm here to share something good that might be possible to entertain you.

If you think you re an expert of music, video, or something similar into this field, please don't hesitate to give some comments on it. Or you could help them to like and share this awesome video's on fb. WHo knows they deserve to stand a chance and win from this BMW competition.

My thumb already given on the BMW's page.

Let me give a rate for this short movie: 8,97 ova 10 i suppose :p

Personally, i love the story line and the camera angle. The editing part was great as well as the music background. :)

So, why should I introduce this short movie to you?

Simple answer: 'Have you ever listen to a group band name called

Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob?'

Yeap, their name band is unique and incredibly the longest name I ever heard off :p

You could like their facebook pages and try to take a look into their music MV - Truth to be Told. and perhaps you gonna like it! :)

How do I know them?

hahaha.. the guitarist of Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob was one of my colleague in Avante. Damn! I didn't notice his long hair shows that he's a rocker! Woots! Yes, he is an expert of guitar and he has hidden talents of shooting, editing, and etc. So, we are talking to the expert now. :p

In the first place, he bribed me with free CD of their band :p. And as the result, I've been addicted listening their song every morning before I left to work.

Indeed, we are the audiences and the judges. Meanwhile, do support them, if you think they are creative, cool, and rocks! They did performed in some privates colleges and universities in Malaysia. I bet their name is getting popular day by days. Well, don't forget to reserve a VVIP's sit for me if you guys really become a Malysians' star someday :)

Amigos!

:)

The bittersweet

Hey there! '')

It's been more than a month for me to be here in Indonesia.

It feels good to come back to my hometown. I feel comfy, happy, and being blessed to be able to reunion with my whole family (i even could visit daddy at ashes house).

So,

If you ask me, is this the final journey of your chapter?

I will answer, nope.

I'm still living with my imaginary hopes and wishes.

I have thousands of plans for my future yet I've none in my mind about my current situation.

This what we called pathetic.

Frankly to speak, half of my heart is feeling empty and bitter.

It's hard to believe that I took this decision. It's difficult for me to avoid this kind of situation.

I believe it's been planned by him and now I'm following his plan.

Absolutely, I understand the meaning of 'no turning back'

Hey!

I missed all those old chapters that I've been created and filled.

Fun, joy, tears, and craziness that we had been through.

My college and uni life, internship and part time works' life.. those are bittersweet momentous.

It's kind of funny when I closed my eye and thought of my first week been in msia.

My tears dropped like a waterfalls, felt lonely, and the world was miserable.

Eventually, when I blinked my eyes, those sad stories turned to be a sweet memories.

And now, when I opened up my eye, here I am.. I missed those bittersweet stuff.

Let me share some unforgettable moment that has been recap by my lovely colleague.

Friendship never end

If you could see this video, it's gonna explained all my journey in the past three months lately.

I promise you to introduce all my lovely friends in the next post, because they had wrote something special in my heart.

I feel blessed to have all of them...

On the highlight, when somebody told you that msian are cocky and sniffy, I will prove you that ideology was wrong.

Please don't get me wrong, I'm not bias, but I'm sharing my own personal experience that gonna be wasted if I never say it out.

Thanks Lord for your stories and thanks to you everyone.

I love you guys and obviously I miss KL so much!

and so do you, dear.

miss ya.

With love from here,

Christin Natalia, Kang

Hey there! '')

It's been more than a month for me to be here in Indonesia.

It feels good to come back to my hometown. I feel comfy, happy, and being blessed to be able to reunion with my whole family (i even could visit daddy at ashes house).

So,

If you ask me, is this the final journey of your chapter?

I will answer, nope.

I'm still living with my imaginary hopes and wishes.

I have thousands of plans for my future yet I've none in my mind about my current situation.

This what we called pathetic.

Frankly to speak, half of my heart is feeling empty and bitter.

It's hard to believe that I took this decision. It's difficult for me to avoid this kind of situation.

I believe it's been planned by him and I'm following his plan.

I missed the old chapter that i've been created and filled.

Let me share some unforgetable moment that has been recap by my lovely colleague.

Friendship never end

If you could see this video, it's gonna explained all my journey in the past three months lately.

A good one

A simple quote that absolutely true!

If you're twenty-two, physically fit, hungry to learn and be better, I urge you to travel - as far and as widely as possible. Sleep on the floors if you have to. Find out how other people live and eat and cook. Learn from them - wherever you go. -Anthony Bourdain

A moment to think

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.


SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?"

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door...

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love ♥

A lady with zillions thoughts on her shoulder.

Ms. Ginger is sitting on her favorite black couch just like the usual days. But today's environment wasn't as fresh as the past few days. Her eye is stunning on the television, seeing the actress and actors quarrel and crying. But I knew her mind isn't there. She was scrubbing her forehead for few times and I heard the sound of sigh for quite sometimes.

When I walked side by side yesterday, I was holding her arm and I could felt she decreased lots of weight. It's not her wants to do diet but due to overloaded stresses, perhaps.

For a lady who had just got left behind by the other half of her, I think it might be a miserable life and a tough one. In the past few years, she had to carry a big burden like she promised at church "To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health, to love and to cherish 'till death do us part." As the result, she really did her job and completed it. She had take care of Mr. Ginger faithfully and honorably every day without fail. Back to eight months ago, right after Mrs. Ginger saw her husband turned to be ashes, she knew that it was the time for her to start all over again by her own and another deadweights are waiting for her.

Day by day, she still look strong: She went to office everyday. She went to few places to settle everything that she had to clinch with. She took care of her daughter who about to get deliver baby. And during her busy days at office, she has to take care of her grandchildren and her beloved daughter. If I might conclude, Mrs. Ginger is a mother with zillions tasks that she had to handle by her own yet she never gave up.

She has a good character as a leader in family. She likes everything straight to the point and clear. She is liberal and open minded yet her ancient Chinese thought is still belong to her. And she's not a bias person. She will complain and critic if the thing doesn't go well. She will apologize if she knew she had done something wrong. And she will keep quite and put a flag of war if you did something wrong and never apology to her. Well, this is where I think some of her attitude goes down genetically to her children.

Indeed, there are lots of people sympathy towards her conditions including me. This is where I started to put a side of my dreams, ego, and emotions. I decided to agree with her negotiation, followed her directions and ambitions. And so the rest of Mrs. Ginger's children did the same thing. No one gonna leave her alone and every body are trying to make her happy for the rest of her life. In fact, life isn't that flat. Argument, conflict, disagreement always came out in every seconds of our life. Yet, Mrs. Ginger always look tough and strong.

But, no no.. No body knows how much tears has dropped on her chick right after half of her beloved one has gone? What I knew was in the past few days she was really sad and frustrated. She closed her eyes and pretending that she's sleeping yet her tears came out one by one. And yeah, I noticed she wants to wipe out her sadness away yet she couldn't. She looks black out! Just like what I described above. If I might look through inside her brain and heart, I guess there are lots of questions marks, doubts and confusions in her minds.

I might tell that she's thinking hardly to make sure that her family, her career, and her future plan could continue smoothly. Yet, no body could know what is in someone's mind even facebook! :x Because obviously Mrs. Ginger won't post her doubts in facebook, right?

Anyways,

Forgive me if I couldn't do anything to make you happy or clear up all your doubts.

My mouth couldn't open to say something good and to make your heart calm.

My hand couldn't move to massage your heavy shoulder and make it lighter.

But my prayers will always go for you. I always hope it won't be any tears came out from your eye because you had suffered enough in the past. I hope you could enjoy your oldies time just like your dream.

And lastly, I hope that our family won't be tears a part because we had you and daddy.

Love story,

from someone who always love you, mom.

Your daughter.