I am here all alone. Stunning and thinking with all the I have done.
I know life is not this easy yet it's not that hard.
But it's hard for me to face this.
I need a shelter. I place for me to lay down my head and share this.
Without any sound, without any question.
Just a place that know me so well and it could give me a comfort.
The words of 'enough' or 'tired' won't come out from my mouth.
Because I know everything that I did wasn't good enough.
There were so much more from the past that he had done for us.
It's hard for him, it's hard for her, it's hard for all of us.
-God is really testing me now-