I try to be passion. I try to be relax and hope everything gonna walk smoothly.
I try to facing the truth and hope for the best.
Why everything need to be so complicated?
I always remember my dad wise word:
'Don't ever keep your problem inside your heart'
He makes this things to be logic. Because whatever problem that you kept inside, it just made you stress and by the time goes by, you feel pain and it became cancer.
Well, it is quite true.
But, How I suppose to tell anyone about my feeling when me, my self, also unsure about my feeling?
Whatever it is, the fact is trying to kill me.
I just want anything to become normal.
I want to see happiness come back into my life, and no more trouble come and hit me and my family.
The world is just unfair.
I wish I am in the beach rite now.
Shouting loudly and cry as many as i can.
I am just too tired of everything.
No matter how strong I am, I am just a human.
(God, give me strength plis...)